I wind up all my chores, and by 11 p.m., I am ready to call it a day. I brush my teeth and wash. Time to stretch and relax.
The aircon starts its humming. I think about the day, say my prayers…and by now, should have fallen asleep.
But no, for some strange reason, sleep eludes me. I stare at the ceiling. I count. I name animals, flowers, birds and colours from A to Z. I am wide-eyed…!
I turn on the reading lamp to read. My husband clicks in irritation, as the light bothers him. I turn it off and decide to go to the living room.
I start strolling around the house. Our home looks different. It has a different persona at night. A thin, beautiful, golden slab of light shines from the gap at the bottom of the main door.
The cuckoo clock is ticking away. The sofas seem to be resting. I walk out to the balcony. All is quiet, just the occasional light from a neighbour’s home. Down below, traffic has petered out. A few cars glide quietly through the night.
The trees are silent, their leaves sway gently and reflect the lights from the street lamps.
I come back indoors, and walk to the kitchen. The refrigerator is humming. Everything is quiet and peaceful after the long day.
I walk up and down. I switch on the TV; it is still day in other parts of the world – news is unfolding, the weather is changing, clouds are moving, people are talking, stock markets are trading, companies are advertising, people are entertaining….!
I channel surf, but it’s all too much to process at this late hour! I switch off the television.
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I prowl like a cat in my own home, I pick up books and towels – even in the dark – and put them away. OCD at night! I giggle at what my family would think if they saw me cleaning now!
I let out a big yawn. I am relieved. Maybe I will sleep now…..but wake up with Panda eyes tomorrow! Sigh….!
I hear you, Nimi, oh i hear you
Always
john
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Lol…
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What I do in such conditions is I listen to music and I feel so relaxed and believe me you just drift into sleep in no time and that too a peaceful nights sleep!😊☺
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That’s lovely..should try it
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Insomnia happens to the best of us. Hope you get some sleep tonight.
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Thank you Marissa
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That’s completely me too!! Mid life could that be why??
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Yes…that could be it Anu 😁😁
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You express so well !
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Thank you!
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This used to happen to me a great deal – especially in the years when I lived in Bangladesh. But since returning to the UK I have slept like an exhausted baby almost every night. But occasionally, like once every two months or so, I have a night just like this. It drives me mad! But at least it isn’t every other night like it used to be…
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That would have been a trying time, I guess. We last through the night, but the next day is what’s worse. And we have that niggling worry that we did not sleep well …..or enough!
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Beautifully written
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Thank you
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